gosmoking

i have wanted you for ever. you have meant more to me than a lot of stuff. and i still want you. across times of celebration, alone-ness, anxiety, defiance, strength, stress, being cool, i find me seeking you. the pain and the dependence is par for the course: never have i thought less of you for it.

but in all my trade offs i hadn’t bargained being ostracized because of us. my need to belong was what drew me to you in the first place. with that gone, there is no point.

bye, bye love.

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